First Rant

Dont think anybody knows, how desperate i have been to start a blog!!! No a serious one, not a sports blog not a pop culture blog. A really , serious blog which acts a rectangular space to pen down my worst and best thoughts and be a witness to my crazy fetish for travelling and thinking. But you know what, i have never managed to sustain my interest in it beyond 2 posts. Bah!!! I never really knew why.

I always believed that writers are gifted people ,and are blessed enough to so beautifully put down their thoughts and still make sense. I have read blogs which have slapped me on the face, which have made me ponder and which have made me cry . But i really dint find that spark anywhere or in anyone to really start thinking about maintaining a serious blog. Dunno ,wat happened today, i was really affected by something.

It was an entry on 'molestation of women' in a blog that was frequently visited by one of my close friends. She had tagged that entry on facebook , and clicked on the link. It was one of the most hard-hitting entries i had ever had, and it somehow really had me disturbed. I could not put a finger on what it was. I believe it had reminded me of one of the worst low points in my life.Its the reason behind something which am not able to do now.

I did not know why .At that moment, i just felt like deleting every contact in my mobile, switching off my phone, deleting my profiles from social networking sites and just go hide inside a dark closet. You may feel i was paranoid!!! For you it was just a speculation , for me i was sure. At that moment, i knew that i had to write , write and write to just vent out my feelings and give way to those pent-up emotions. I know realized where 'great writers' are born out of situations.

If i ever see that person ,who wrote that entry, i just don't know how i will react. Thanks to her , i hope i can start off a meaningful blog , and look back at my entries everyday .

To the "Restless Quill" ,this blog is dedicated to you.